Hey guys! In this post I'm gunna share some things about my experiences with my series and past series. Memories is the first series I've ever put on YouTube. A few years ago I had a different series that I wanted on youtube. I was in 8th grade, and of course my mom thought I was way too young to have a youtube account, so I never bothered asking her. The series was named, Lieing Life. I was absolutely in love with this series. The characters were named Carol(a badass chic)Nikki(selfish/greedy) Jessica(nice innocent girl) Nita(strange alien girl but didn't look like an alien at all) Brianna(a drama queen) and Tessa(she was my favorite! I loved her name and everything about her. So obviously she was the nicest one out of all of them). The boys were named Cam(bad ass dude) Dave(Pitbull obsessed freak who loves cowboy boots) Derek(cheater, liar) Jimmy(he never really did much)and Jason(loved to wear hats, played a lot of sports).I made it all the way up to season 2 Ep.6, then my computer started playing games on me and screwed up my documents and partially some hard drive on my computer. Things started falling apart and I couldn't make videos anymore. I lost it and gave up on it. My sister also had a series but her computer was perfectly fine, I got really jealous of how good she was with video taping and creating drama and stuff in her videos I gave up on ever having a good series like hers. I felt like I was showing my video to a famous movie director or something. She also seemed to zone out whenever she'd watch my videos, but I never did when I watched hers.. cuz they were good, unlike mine that looked like a waste of time. I didn't go on my computer for a good 6 months after that. She never questioned me about my series ever and still hasn't to this day...
When I finally decided to face my computer again I knew something was wrong when I couldn't get it to access my desktop. My mom took a look at it, and she ain't no computer wizard so she said it might have gotten hacked. I was close to crying. A few Longggg hours later she finally got it to respond and we never found out what the problem was. So I just moved on from that and tried creating a new Sims 2 hacked kids series. I must have gone through at least 8 different series. None of them had that spark that I wanted. They all seemed to bore me to death. I was so frustrated with all the time and effort I was taking and all the days wasted. My movie maker decided to start erroring out my video clips so it made it impossible to make a simple 1 minute video off the sims. I felt like breaking my new computer into pieces. A year flew by and I didn't make any series, I'd only go on my body shop and make clothes while looking at all my failure. It felt like all my clothes I made had failure written all over them. I hated myself, I felt like anything that I thought I was good at my sister made it look a lot better. Like I would finally beat a high score after like 20 tries then she'd beat it after a few minutes. To this day I still feel like she's a hell lot better than I'll ever be. Sure I don't get straight A's and B's, sure I don't have more dolls, sure I don't have a better life than you, sure I don't have a lot of friends like you, sure I'm not talented like you, I get that. Like when I was in 5th grade I got horrible grades, but when my sister was in 5th grade she got A's and B's just like that. I almost failed the 6th grade cuz of my stupidity. I was trying my absolute hardest but it was hard cuz I would get friends then they would just turn their backs on me and make me look like an idiot. My mom would always get the councilors involved but it was just a waste of time. They didn't help me at all, if anything that wasted my time by even looking at me. I finally made a few friends in 7th grade without anyone's help. I absolutely dreaded school. I felt like I hit rock bottom HARD. Then when I was in the middle of 9th grade my sister finally decided that we should try to make a new hacked kids series of our own. I wasn't really expecting anything terrible so I got my hopes up high and we showed off the people in our series and her series is Full Moon Dust which you can find on youtube. Mine was called Midnight Dancing, some characters off of that series are in Memories. So it's kinda cool to think back to when I actually created them and how far I've come from then. So we both recorded our first Episode. Being me I had a hard time with that cuz I didn't know you had to have a certain thing to make them talk and pose at the same time. So I had to get rid of a lot off my well written script. The video looked like shit. and just to make matters worse, my movie maker rejected the video clips and errored every single one of them out. My sister however had no problems. She tried to fix the problem but couldn't. My mom didn't understand what was wrong so she couldn't help either. I hated my computer, I hated the movie maker, I hated the sims 2.. I deleted every single neighborhood off my game and almost deleted all of the sims 2 data from my computer. I told my sister that I'm giving up on the sims 2 and I was really upset about that cuz It's always been my dream to have a successful sims 2 hacked kids series. She was kinda stunned that I was actually gunna get rid of it. So I let her have some clothes I made off my body shop. I don't have any pictures of any series that I ever had anymore. They all got deleted when I removed all the neighborhoods. There are a few pictures of them on my TSR page. but I feel so ashamed to even see any of them. I do have a few pictures of the Lieing life series that will be on the end of this post.
I couldn't accept the fact that I was going to throw everything away.. years of work gone down the drain just cuz I didn't think it was good enough. I became obsessed with this family on the sims 3. I completely forgot about the sims 2 over this past summer. But one day I couldn't get on my game. I had the worst fear that the game might have gotten corrupted. after months of investigating this my sister finally fixed it. During that time I started to hate the sims 3. I remembered how the sims 2 never quit on me like this. I never played on my sims 3 game ever since it got fixed. I recently deleted the sims 3 game a month ago. idk why but it just felt weird to go on there after that happened. It made me feel like ok you've had ur fun on here, now it's time to get back to your dream and make it a reality. I went on the sims 2 body shop and really thought things over and focused. I started creating random people and made new clothes. I went on my game and remembered that I deleted all my neighborhoods. I made a new neighborhood. I thought back to when me and my sister always used to play with our bratz kidz. They all had different and unique personalities. They all went through really weird screwed up drama.. sometimes it would make you laugh.. sometimes it actually felt like ur were in their shoes going through this. I will kid u not, playing with those bratz kidz gave me many ideas. I started thinking of names and what they would look like.(I have a separate post for how I got their names and personalities)
Once I started writing I couldn't stop. Then Memories was created! :)
I wouldn't change a thing about my past. Just remember don't give up, no matter how long it takes. It took me years just to find the perfect series, and now I'm doing my sister's series too. Something that I never would have thought would ever happen.
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Lieing Life
This is Addie. She's a super old sim too. I've had her for 2 1/2 years. She's gunna be on my sisters series.
If you wanna see some other pictures of some older series you can check out my The Sims Resource page. My name on there is Allycat101x.
Please subscribe to me on youtube! Kitzkatzee 2206!
When I finally decided to face my computer again I knew something was wrong when I couldn't get it to access my desktop. My mom took a look at it, and she ain't no computer wizard so she said it might have gotten hacked. I was close to crying. A few Longggg hours later she finally got it to respond and we never found out what the problem was. So I just moved on from that and tried creating a new Sims 2 hacked kids series. I must have gone through at least 8 different series. None of them had that spark that I wanted. They all seemed to bore me to death. I was so frustrated with all the time and effort I was taking and all the days wasted. My movie maker decided to start erroring out my video clips so it made it impossible to make a simple 1 minute video off the sims. I felt like breaking my new computer into pieces. A year flew by and I didn't make any series, I'd only go on my body shop and make clothes while looking at all my failure. It felt like all my clothes I made had failure written all over them. I hated myself, I felt like anything that I thought I was good at my sister made it look a lot better. Like I would finally beat a high score after like 20 tries then she'd beat it after a few minutes. To this day I still feel like she's a hell lot better than I'll ever be. Sure I don't get straight A's and B's, sure I don't have more dolls, sure I don't have a better life than you, sure I don't have a lot of friends like you, sure I'm not talented like you, I get that. Like when I was in 5th grade I got horrible grades, but when my sister was in 5th grade she got A's and B's just like that. I almost failed the 6th grade cuz of my stupidity. I was trying my absolute hardest but it was hard cuz I would get friends then they would just turn their backs on me and make me look like an idiot. My mom would always get the councilors involved but it was just a waste of time. They didn't help me at all, if anything that wasted my time by even looking at me. I finally made a few friends in 7th grade without anyone's help. I absolutely dreaded school. I felt like I hit rock bottom HARD. Then when I was in the middle of 9th grade my sister finally decided that we should try to make a new hacked kids series of our own. I wasn't really expecting anything terrible so I got my hopes up high and we showed off the people in our series and her series is Full Moon Dust which you can find on youtube. Mine was called Midnight Dancing, some characters off of that series are in Memories. So it's kinda cool to think back to when I actually created them and how far I've come from then. So we both recorded our first Episode. Being me I had a hard time with that cuz I didn't know you had to have a certain thing to make them talk and pose at the same time. So I had to get rid of a lot off my well written script. The video looked like shit. and just to make matters worse, my movie maker rejected the video clips and errored every single one of them out. My sister however had no problems. She tried to fix the problem but couldn't. My mom didn't understand what was wrong so she couldn't help either. I hated my computer, I hated the movie maker, I hated the sims 2.. I deleted every single neighborhood off my game and almost deleted all of the sims 2 data from my computer. I told my sister that I'm giving up on the sims 2 and I was really upset about that cuz It's always been my dream to have a successful sims 2 hacked kids series. She was kinda stunned that I was actually gunna get rid of it. So I let her have some clothes I made off my body shop. I don't have any pictures of any series that I ever had anymore. They all got deleted when I removed all the neighborhoods. There are a few pictures of them on my TSR page. but I feel so ashamed to even see any of them. I do have a few pictures of the Lieing life series that will be on the end of this post.
I couldn't accept the fact that I was going to throw everything away.. years of work gone down the drain just cuz I didn't think it was good enough. I became obsessed with this family on the sims 3. I completely forgot about the sims 2 over this past summer. But one day I couldn't get on my game. I had the worst fear that the game might have gotten corrupted. after months of investigating this my sister finally fixed it. During that time I started to hate the sims 3. I remembered how the sims 2 never quit on me like this. I never played on my sims 3 game ever since it got fixed. I recently deleted the sims 3 game a month ago. idk why but it just felt weird to go on there after that happened. It made me feel like ok you've had ur fun on here, now it's time to get back to your dream and make it a reality. I went on the sims 2 body shop and really thought things over and focused. I started creating random people and made new clothes. I went on my game and remembered that I deleted all my neighborhoods. I made a new neighborhood. I thought back to when me and my sister always used to play with our bratz kidz. They all had different and unique personalities. They all went through really weird screwed up drama.. sometimes it would make you laugh.. sometimes it actually felt like ur were in their shoes going through this. I will kid u not, playing with those bratz kidz gave me many ideas. I started thinking of names and what they would look like.(I have a separate post for how I got their names and personalities)
Once I started writing I couldn't stop. Then Memories was created! :)
I wouldn't change a thing about my past. Just remember don't give up, no matter how long it takes. It took me years just to find the perfect series, and now I'm doing my sister's series too. Something that I never would have thought would ever happen.
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Lieing Life
Brianna, Riley, Laura, Tessa, Nikki, Nita, Leeta
As you can tell they're not hacked skin.
If you wanna see some other pictures of some older series you can check out my The Sims Resource page. My name on there is Allycat101x.
Please subscribe to me on youtube! Kitzkatzee 2206!
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